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The name is HuiLian. Some call me Li'ann. I'm in love with Myself. Im living the way i like, and im just a girl-next-door that you will never notice of. I'm a fan of Doraemon because i simply think he rocks my socks. I always feel that wonderful things are felt in the heart, and i love to smile.=) Sleep and eat are my two best friends,and im a veggie lover.

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Friday, August 1, 2008
What's your rationale? first day
im having break now, n my dear yvonne is laughing like nobody's business out there. tats her lah. although she affects ppl ard her, but at least she's feeling happy. hahax. isnt tat wat e life everyone is looking for? e nobody's business n happy life. lolz. do i sound like im emo? hahax.

ppl always say that u will only realise how to cherish after u've lose it. do u really think if u get back e thing, things will still be e same? in a relationship, both parties are given a choice, no one is being forced. since u've already made ur decision why do u regret it? now, i start to believe in retributions. hahax. maybe ive hurt someone i loved before, so now, its reciprocate in my life. n now, i really have e taste of being hurt. hahax. maybe tats wat i deserve bahx.

when u have doubts in a relationship, do u think it still can last. sometimes when only one party is willing to make e change to have a lasting relationship, but e other party chose to let go, does tat help?

love is not controling n commanding. its not when u wan to break then break, when u feel tat u cant lose tat person, then u wan patch. neither of e parties is a puppet.

its true tat if u love someone, u r willing to give him e happiness he want. so when he says tat he think continuing e relationship will not make him happy, so why dun u let go?

although u noe u really love him n willing to change, but if he dun accept this change, why do u wan to be a burden in his life? when u noe ur sacrifice will make e person u love happy, wont u be contented?

ya, im contented. i really dont want n dun bear to let go, but u cant even give me e confident to cont.

thanks for everything. n thanks for letting me get e taste of being hurt.

i really hope tat we can start all over again. but is it possible?

hahax.
p.s: sorry for making this post sounds so emo?

to myself, i shall cheer up. =]
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