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Saturday, August 9, 2008

What's your rationale? a new beginning

P.S: take this post as my post on friday, 080808, not sat 090808.=]

after a sleep. today its a new beginning for me. i will work hard to fulfil my promises. =]

heex. i want to erase the old me, n i will work hard de. so i shall tell myself. jia you!!! lolz.

so today. i wake up then noe wat, im sick. credit to weiying for spreading her flu virus to me. hahax. n i dun appreciate it okiez?! lolz. so now i shall hope that i will recover soon.

so i met shiya at 1200 today. lolz. ate yong tuo fu with her. then i attended my pacc lecture. lolz. but e lecture olylast for half an hr. so i went to eat sandwiches n drink milo. lolz. is like im a glutten or wat. pig i shall say. lolz. within 2hrs, i ate yong tuo fu(6 ingredients wif mee), 2 sandwiches n also one cup of milo. im damn full then. hahax. oh no, i dun wan to put on weight. sobz. but its like too late to do anything can. lolz.

so after tat as usual went for FOM tutorial. then after tat meet shiya at je mrt. n im so sad, coz my vonnyl dear de heels is badly injured i shall say. so pitiful. pray hard for her heels to recover soon. heex. vonnyl, i so good can? hahax.

then went to funan IT mall wif shiya. lolz. she bought a camera, 40D. lolz. its cool though. but ex i can say. with all e gadgets needed, it costs a total of $1835 like tat.its like so ex loh. for a student lah. hahax. if im in her course, im broke long ago. luckily e only expenses for my course is tb. lolz.

so after tat went to shop ard at marina square. its been a long time since i went shopping wif her. im so delighted. *jumping up n down* lolz. so i bought 2 tops for myself. n before i left, me n shiya are attracted to one polo tee. hahax. n i bought it for xun xun. hahax. hope he'll like it. n also hope e size is not too big bahx. lolz. i got 10% discount for e polo tee. although e difference is like a few dollars. lolz. better than nth okiez?

so after tat went back to sch to give xun xun a surprise. luckily he didnt give me any shock. lolz. but hes like dancing bahx. lolz. quite dumb actually=x. oops. erm. made me n shiya laughing there. so after tat went to somewhere near moberly to take photos. lolz. i took a lot. gonna update here when shya send me. lolz. its fun though. n tat shiya super funny. she took such a long time to set up her new cam coz she didnt even put e lens n battery for e first time then she wan activate it. is like. dumb. but somehow cute bahx. lolz. =P

so after tat went to eat at clementi. yummy. e food, nice nice. heex. then went home. home sweet home. =]

ive finally understood e meaning of happiness. hahax. im so happy to see u smile when u do e things u like, n have e freedom u wan. just then i realised tat im seriously wrong for wat i did in e past. maybe in this way, u can find e real u. hahax. if a little sacrificial can make e person u love happy, why think of whether will u be sad or not. coz isnt making e person u love smile is e best thing in life? although maybe ill not be happy but i noe i am determined to it n i will persist de. i wont think whether is it worth it or whether is it really wat i want, coz i noe tat wat i want is to be with u forever n live happily. tats wat happiness is. n thanks for my ya ya for standing by me at all times. thanks. tats wat frens are for ritez? heex. from now on, i will learn to trust. trust. n trust. heex. coz i wan a long lasting relationship. i noe wat i wan, n i will nev hesitate anymore. i will hold on to my happiness de. to myself: i noe u have made e right decision, n ill stand by u de.

hahax.
i shall sleep now.
take care.
=]

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