haiz. insomnia again. lolz. why i dun need to sleep alot? kept having insomnia, i seriously hate it man. but ive done all i can to sleep le, but think im troubled?! or watever sort.. which ended me up having insomnia. =( i slept at ard 3 plus or 4 bahx, guess wat, i woke up at 8am. omg. how can this be happening?! i wan my sleep back. please. =(
i shall post some photos here bahx.
firstly, are all my zhi lian photos. heex. these are all taken after my personal makeup lesson. lolz.
these are all taken wif vonnyl n wy.
hey, focus on wy, e one behind. lolz.
this was suppose to be me zhi lian-ing,
but think i aimed a bit off. lolz.
end of photo session of the makeup session.
i got a lot more photos to post, but this is still not e right time to post. heex.
erm. i dunno will someone read my post or not. but i just hope u noe tat, dun be too close to me, coz i dun wan to hurt u n i dun bear to hurt u when we annouce it. forgive me for not being close wif u, forgive me for putting on an act in front of u. forgive me for not going out wif u. maybe in this way, i will not feel so bad. coz this kind of things cannot be forced de. u shld respect his decision. n i dun bear to let him go too.
now i shall talk abt frens. do u all think tat friendships will last no matter how far apart we r? i felt tat we have drifted apart. maybe becoz we separated, now u have ur frens n i have mine too. i hate this can. but sometimes its of no choice.
so now, i shall not put too much feelings in friendships, coz it will hurt much when u r withdrawing it out. =( but i dun wan to lose hope in it too.
nvm, just take it as im crapping. lolz. coz i also dunno wat i wan say. hahax.
later gonna go work le. hahax. still got 4 mins to 1030am n i can check my results le. lolz. im like so impatient ritez? hahax. i still have not decided wat GEMs to take. still got time,so i can decided slowly.
i gonna end my post here. gonna post again soon.. hahax.
