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The name is HuiLian. Some call me Li'ann. I'm in love with Myself. Im living the way i like, and im just a girl-next-door that you will never notice of. I'm a fan of Doraemon because i simply think he rocks my socks. I always feel that wonderful things are felt in the heart, and i love to smile.=) Sleep and eat are my two best friends,and im a veggie lover.

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
What's your rationale? sadden
so im here to blog again. firstly im going to talk abt my results. bad bad bad. sadden sadden sadden. i got 2As, 1B n 1C+. sobz. i hate C, depressed. n my gpa is like 3.308. bad. haiz. gonna work hard for e next sem n next 2 yrs. sobz sobz sobz. i wan noe my econs n pacc de results. but im just lacking of confident.=(



so today is totally a bad day. my mood is totally spoilt right in e morning. firstly is by e agency guy, following is results, n lastly is by someone. is like, as ive said, today there will be lots of things happening, but i didnt expect them to turn out to be unpleasant stuffs. sobz. i shall HATE today. how i wish i close my eyes now, n today will be over. stressed!!!



to someone, hey, u noe how i feel ma? my mood is totally spoilt by u. u noe how much ur words hurt ppl? do u tink this is e right way to handle stuffs? i can see e shadows of him in u, u noe ma?! im angered by u. i hate myself, my tears. why shld they fall down n roll on my cheeks? i hate it man. i gonna learn e art of tolerance.



everyone have moodswing n all kind of rubbish, but why must u make ppl's life miserable n spoil others' mood? u noe, this is a sin okiez?! i hate it. hate it. hate it. im controlling not to scold vulgarities, coz i noe i dun wan to spoil others' mood. i will control de. u noe how fast ppl change?! they can be smiling to u e day before, n today, they can be scolding u. its aint my fault can? so now i noe its better to stay away from everything, n it will guarantee me a peaceful n safe life.



haiz, u noe how much i regretted on turning down e job offer ma? firstly is e agent thingy, secondly is e schedule thingy, n now, is u. haiz. sianz. why must god play a joke on me?! n it aint funny, at all. i shall learn to be fierce n xl n gl n all sorta rubbish in order to protect myself from being bullied bahx. then i shall really consider on taking up muay thai. in this way,i can be formidable. wahahax. but its impossible.



i dunno why im still holding on to it. is like maybe becoz of e flexibility bahx. but it is filled wif memories, mostly unpleasant ones. ppl are leaving. but why am i still holding on it? maybe its time i shall start finding alternatives le. since everything has changed. n since he n she are looking forward to my leaving bahx. hahax. ill learn to be strong n accept ur game, be my guests.

seriously, why must i always feeling regretted after i have made one decision. haiz. fate just like to play a prank on me, n i gonna tell u, its not funny.

i noe when im facing this kind of shitty stuffs tat time u wont be able to be by my side, but ill assure u tat ill be strong de. just tat i need to stop my tear glands for secreting tears.

do u noe how much i missed u each n everyday?

p.s: sorry if my post is a mood spoiler.
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