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Saturday, June 28, 2008

What's your rationale? after mst

finally, waited so long for this day to come, mst is over. hurray. wahahahax. but come to think of it, im scared i didnt do well. sobz sobz. 1st paper is pacc, then is like its e module i like most. but wat the. i cant do suspense account. is so damn demoralised. oh gosh. my marks are gone. sobz. i knew how to cal net profit, but i cant do e sus acct, which is e 1st part, then i cant cont. i HATE this kind of paper where qns are linked. sobz.

then 2nd paper, econs. erm. i did all qn, but like no confident at all. section b 1st part i alrd dunno how to do. then so demoralising. haiz. but its over le. i shall work hard for other tests n exams. but CA1 is easiest. wat the. hahax.

3rd paper,itab. e one tat i seriously think i will flunk it. but after i study for e test. i can actually do e test. heex. so happy, super duper happy. but can do doesnt mean its right. hahax. erm. i just pray hard n hope its right loh. but i noe my graph is wrong.e proportion is like so diff from e qn paper. =x

last paper, stats. erm.i seriously think tat marks allocation is kinda weird. is like, can u imagine e min marks for each part is like 5 or 6, then e probabilty qn is worth 6 or 8 marks for each part. is like for 6 marks, its only one working step. gosh, there's only right n wrong. so i only can hope tat they're all right. then i will be damn happy.

*praying hard* =]

but after mst, its not time to relax. its time to get stressed up. oh no. i haven do any of my hw yet, n 3 projs waiting for me. die die n die. =x

n now im suppose to be doing itab proj or cd 3 pages report. haiz. but wat am i doing here? lolz. =x confused. lolz.

ytd a lot of things happened. erm. shld be categorised as unpleasant stuffs bahx. i like so damn sianz loh. i shall bash myself up. *ouch* lolz. apologise for being a mood spoiler ytd. but seriously, sometimes life is not as simple as u think, while sometimes it is also not as complicated as wat u think. so means im just contradicting n crapping now. lolz.=x

maybe im just too timid. thinking too much, afraid of things to happen. but come to think of it, if things which are inevitable are intruding into my life, i dun really can block their ways or kick them out. so wat for i feel down n frown now. is like im just being stupid. =x so i shall just let nature takes its course. if things are meant to happen, then maybe i have to just admit to fate bahx. wait for the day come then i shall start pondering over it. but for now, my role is to enjoy my life, n make ppl around me who i love n love me, to smile. so lets smilez. =]

enough of all these. i seriously have to start on my never ending assignments, if not i will die under them. i shall kill them first before they kill me. im crapping. =] just so fun to crap around. brighten up my day. lolz. lame.

byebye.
=]

i just feel that u are not the one i know
anymore. u are so foreign to me. kicking u out of my life.

♥its going on 10:25:00 AM

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

What's your rationale? itab CA over le

here to blog again. hahax. my font colour is YELLOW. nice bahx. hahax. erm. today is wed, MST i have completed pacc, econs n ITAB!!! hahax. finally itab is over le. yeah. n i tink i can do quite ok bahx. dun fail can le. wahahahax. coz scare need to forward module if i fail. dun wan to suffer from itab anymore. heex.

erm. im in SB library now. suppose to be doing itab, but when i reach after my lunch, its like everyone doing their own stuffs. as expected, yvonne is updating her blog, then ming sheng n sze han are reading manga. so i shall follow them. hahax. i check my mails n update my blog. lolz.

later going skates le. waiting for idiot. hahax. skali later idiot no mood to skate then i shall sit one corner n draw circles. hahax. oh, n shiya, i miss u so much. lolz. hope u can come to skate on fri. leg must faster recover hor. hahax. hope it wont be raining later. =]

just now went to skate club hse to put skates. hahax. is like. erm. i shall not talk abt. lolz. =] im bored now. lolz. dun feel like doing itab, but every marks in itab counts, coz u wont noe when u will flunk ur tests. wahahahax. n i tink i tab is quite easy to flunk loh. lolz.

during itab CA ritez, coz everyone is logging into e test at e same time, so everyone's com HANG!!! lolz. is like so. wat the. hahax. i noe yvonne will blog abt itab in her blog de. coz she will surely have a lot of comments de. =x n my itab invigilator is super cute. hahax. coz i tink he's teaching some lappie stuffs, so its okiez for his maths to be so jialut.

hahax. e test is 1hr45min, then due to some technical probs, we started e test at 0915 instead. erm. lets calculate, shld be end at 1100 ritez? hahax. but he wrote it ends at 1150.lolz. so funny. then at 1100, he informs us tat we still left 50 min. lolz. but think he found out abt it, so e test ended at ard 1110? not sure. but we haave extra time. lolz. hahax. at least i managed to finish all e qns, although some blanks are found here and there. =]

so tml NO SCH!!! hahax. gotta study my stats le. wan to score well mahx. n ya, thanks to ting ting. lolz. for giving me ur good lucks n also encouraging me for my itab. lolz. jia you bahx.

hope time will go faster for now. coz cant wait for 1430 to come. =]

after e 182 days, im enjoying myself now. n im gonna to forget u. coz like wat ive said, memories will be erased n replaced by new ones. n thanks for giving me e chance to try out a new life. i will be strong de. coz i ve made e decision, i wont make myself regret for it de. =] life must carry on n im still 17(soon-to-be), i must enjoy my teenage life before its too late. hahax. becoming an adult le.

i gotta stop here and cont next time.
see ya guys,
take care.
=]

♥its going on 1:18:00 PM

Friday, June 20, 2008

What's your rationale? bought cargo n hand guards. =]

blogging again. hahax. wan make my blog active mahx. but sometimes really tired. lolz. today is thursday, n i still left ITAB n a part of stats to study. n also e tutorials for all of them. lolz. tired. hahax. poly not good de, coz result is accumulate de, so.. erm. cannot slack for any. if in sec sch, i surely dun care abt e first CA de loh. lolx. but this is not sec sch, is poly. sianz. hahax.

today, erm, shld be ytd, hahax. coz past 0000 le. lolz. went to study in the morning then after tat went out to buy cargo n hand guards. lolz. morning reach sch went to fc4 to eat. n noe wat, my bro was there. lolz. but he attitude de. erm. dun talk abt him. then after tat went to study in sch library. studied quite long, abt a few hrs or so. but come to quantity, is like erm.. didnt study much. lolz. too slack n not in e right mood to study loh. hahax.

after tat went to find cargo to wear for skates. so i can wear my knee guards inside. looks more cool coz cant see my knee guards mahx. lolz. erm. in between, bought hand guards. lolz. actually dun wan buy de, but it looks cool. lolz.thanks to darren for paying it.

then bought 2 cargo. it's nice. =] we bought the same pairs. lolz. erm. looking forward to wearing them to skate. lolz. later can skate le. hahax. erm. but they are too long for me, coz i tink shorter ones run out, so tats why i need to alter them. erm, is not because i short hor. hahax. bleex.

yeah=]. erm. ard 16hrs more can skate le. im addicted to it?! lolz. just enjoy bahx. =]

blog again when im free. =]

nitez nitez.

byex.

♥its going on 1:25:00 AM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

What's your rationale? second post of today=]

im blogging in sch now. hahax. im somehow addicted to blog le. lolz. but i dun wan to be like yvonne, blog freak. lolz. later she scolds me. but i enjoyed blogging. hahax.

erm. now they having skates now. today is so call for those pro pro one. erm. im bad at skating now loh. so. see they skate so well i also wan skate so well. BUT wif my standard now, im demoralized. going to start emo-ing. sit one corner and draw circles. hahax.

im bored. lolz. then see them skate i also demoralized, so plan to use com to blog. lolz, a wise choice. lolz. erm. feeling a bit hungry now. lolz. thanks to ting ting for reminding me that i have not eaten yet. haha. but ill eat later coz i wan let him skate first. dun wan interrupt or disturb him skating. coz i noe he's enjoying himself now. =]

oops. today is alrd wed. n im still left itab n stats to study. die. haiz. hahax. erm. itab proj is like so diff loh. im born to be a IT idiot, so haiz, itab. i hope u will be my friend before my ca1. lolz. dun wan to fail. but. hahax. itab itab itab, please be my fren not enermy, dun wan go crazy be of u. NOT WORTH IT!!! =]

okiez. now i gotta end my post le, if not i tink it will be never ending. lolz.

byebye. =]

♥its going on 7:14:00 PM

What's your rationale? first day of blogging

so long since i last update my blog. hahax. my old blog delete le, so now create one more. thanks to yvonne helping me out in creating my blog. n she's e first one to tag. lolz.

today is our 6th months anniversary, it is also the day we break. thanks for everything u've done for me. ill rmb ur good forever. u told me tat its unfair to u, now come to think of it, maybe u r right. i have no right to ask u to wait for me. u say is i betray u, then i got nth to say. maybe im just not worth ur love. but ill hope u'll fuifil ur promises, i will look after the two hamsters de.

these 6 mths, thanks for ur parents n ur bro concern abt me. thanks for ur help in painting my room. i will also fulfil my promises for u.

i wanna tell u tat u r very cruel. u make me rmb wat u did for me, make me recall the times we spend tog, making me cant bear to part wif u. but in the end, we still parted.

ill try to be strong, try to lead a better life. hoping i can but ur memories will be kept in my heart forever until one day i really forget u.

thanks for e smile u incur on my face, thanks for e times when u look after me when im sick. thanks for e time u stand my bad temper.

but i just wan to tell u, no matter wat, im sorry.

u must also take care, be strong n also move on.

182 episodes of our love story ended.

ill update my blog whenever im free.
rmb to view my blog frequently.

hahax.
take care.
byex.

♥its going on 3:23:00 PM