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Thursday, July 31, 2008

What's your rationale? thoughts.

oops. i haven done my econs past yr paper, but why am i here? lolz. coz i suddenly feel like blogging. have alot of thoughts. hahax.

have u ever wonder wat will happen if love does not exist in the world? so will ppl hate each other or will leave mutually together? lolz.

why do love exist? but when a couple is in love, will they really be very happy? hahax. seriously, i tink that gal n guy are very different creatures. both physically n mentally, as in their mindsets. when a couple is together, will they care abt each other more? why do quarrels exist? is it because of they care for each other more? i really dunno e ans.

come to tink of it, being attached does it implies that freedom will be lost? i think so. u tend to stop feeling carefree n its like there's a burden on u. if tats e case, why ppl choose to fall in love?

do u realise that after being attached, u tend to drift away from ur frens? u even tend to drift away from ur family. is it worth it?

its like u need to know every movements of him coz when ppl ask abt it, they expect u to know. but wat if he just dun inform u? u cant do anything ritez?

in a relationship, i seriously think that both parties have a part to play. after being together, if one of them change his/her life because of her/him, but e other doesnt, most likely there will be quarrels. everyone says that communication in a relation is very important. but sometimes, this kind of things is just hard to let each other noe.

erm. i tink that we shldnt pin high hopes in our life, coz if u cant achieve it, u will be more disappointed. we only have a limited life, we dunno when will happen next, so we shldnt pin high hopes n make our life so miserable if we cant achieve it. as for me, after feeling disappointed for so many times, i decided to stop pinning hopes. hahax. my policy for now is to live happily. study hard n score well can le. hahax. come to tink of it, life of only studying may be better bahx.lolz.

when u set a target to high, when u feel miserable or demoralised coz u cant achieve it, instead of forcing urself to work harder, have u ever think of lowering ur target?

hahax. these are just some food for thoughts. lolz.

~~i really dunno why sometimes i just dun feel happy. u just hurt me unknowingly.~~

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

What's your rationale? posting

due to my dear dear vonnyl's demand, i gotta update my blog. heex. she says that wat's my blog for when i dun even update it frequently. lolz. so now i shall start updating. but no choice mahx. im busy. lolz. n i tink ive spend much time in sleeping. tats probably be e reason why i didnt update bahx. *excuses*

hahax. gonna talk abt the past few days. so wat did i do? erm. let me recall...

FRIDAY
its my FOM PBL presentation. lolz. erm. lusia says i did show improvements. hahax. im damn happy. but my presentation is kinda short. so will be penalised. *upset* hahax.
didnt go to skate. went JP. erm. just walk ard n ate chicken cutlet wif rice. is like e portion is super big. so after eating. im damn full. lolz. hahax. but i managed to catch e last episode of yi qie wan mei.*contented*

oops. i cant upload my photos here. com hang. nvm. ill try uploading next time. =]

SATURDAY
went to work in the morning. lolz. usual stuffs. lolz. n after that went home. at night went imm again. lolz. this time round i bought hair dye. hahax.

RANDOM thanks idiot for e bag. ~~its nice~~.

so i shall cont wif sat. erm. spend the whole night dyeing hair. lolz. then i only get to sleep at ard 4am?! lolz. super tired. its like didnt get to sleep much for the past few days. hahax.

SUNDAY
erm. went swimming. lolz. its nice. but my stamina is like err.. wat the. hahax. think becoz i didnt exercise for so long. no more stamina le. so i gotta start exercising again. if not next time i tink i cant even dun 1km?!

hahax. at evening, went to have dinner at dhoby ghaut Xchange. goshh. did i speel dhoby ghaut correctly? lolz. dun really noe how to spell it. hahax. but put tat aside. erm. so wat i wan to say is i ate at a place called just acia. erm is kinda cheap for a restaurant bahx. something like a restaurant. erm. coz there's free flow of drinks n ice cream. lolz. n e drinks include cappucino, latte, juices n also soft drinks. lolz. erm. as for e ice cream, diff flavours are available. lolz. do i sound like im advertising it? lolz. so my main point is that its quite worth it bahx. lolz. vonnyl dear says wan eat tog wif me. heex. gonna ask jamie darling along too. heex. looking forward to holiday. =]

MONDAY
erm. went to sch loh. lolz. its usual stuffs. lolz. but today econs lecture is only 10mins?! lolz. coz lecture says he have covered the syllabus for examinations so he do not want to cont. hahax. so for e "extented break", we went to watch e SB talentime. lolz. some really can see. but im gonna be bad, some who sings well dont really can satisfy us visually.oops. lolz. understand? hahax. n vonnyl ar, shes damn funny. n unlucky i tink. lolz. she badmouth abt one of her fren in mrt, n guess wat, her fren didnt hear it, but her fren's fren heard it n told her fren. lolz. so shes just unlucky. no choice, for e volume of her laughters n voice, she cant speak without ppl hearing it. *no offense, vonnyl dear.=]*

so ya, tat makes e joke of e day. lolz.

TODAY
so now i shall talk abt today. lolz. erm. nth much happened. erm. today winnie kinda having a bad mood. moody day. hahax. then is like no one really dare to ask her qns. lolz. n my poor vonnyl dear, just becoz she says contra acct instead of creditors control acct, she kinda aimed by winnie e whole tutorial. hahax. but nvm, at least we didnt score badly for e GG PACC paper. i mean e one we tink tats gg. lolz. hahax. then today's stats is early dismissed by one hr. lolz. so we discussed for our fri CD presentation. hahax. but tats not e main point coz i didnt contribute. =x oops. erm. sherrie taught us how to use photoshop. lolz. n ya, its really magic. lolz. photos can be edited to perfect. but it needs lot of skills. hahax. erm. so i shall re-install mt adobe photoshop le. so i can explore wif them. heex. next time, can be an editor for photos. but its like a lot of ppl noe how to use it. *demoralised* my job gone. lolz. =]

okiez. i shall stop here n continue updating AGAIN. lolz.

P.S: vonnyl dear, i updated. heex.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

What's your rationale? after a long time nev post.

hahax. its been a long time since i post. must post le, if not my dear vonnyl will call me lag queen. lolz. too bad, im not a blog n friendster freak like her. so cant blame me ritez? [vonnyl-no offend] =]

recently quite a numbers of things happened. n they are unpleasant stuffs. the only thing i can say is to accept n put them away. =] this is e way to live happily. lolz. skates skates skates. tml is wed le. hope shiya going to skate too. =] my powerslide is still so awful. not much improvements made(demoralised). hahax. but slalom is fun. lolz. yeah. i can do "snake" le. hahax. gonna do e same thing to my skates on wed to prove myself ritez~~(if u dare)~~. maybe im just too sensitive bahx.

to idiot: sorry if i hurt u some way. ='(

went to sentosa on last sat, hahax. not as fun as wat i hoped. lolz. n i didnt get tanned. gonna go there again. then cont my sec root canal on sun. its painful can? n my tooth becomes smaller.(thanks to the dentist) =x now there a metal thingy wrap my tooth. so i shall be "ti ki" now. dun blame me coz i really have "tie ya" now.

anw, i didnt flunk my itab. lolz. i got 78 bahx. lolz. i forget le. but is ard there. heex. lalalalax. =] ytd pacc CA2 flunk. sobz sobz. good game le(as wat vonnly says). hahax. balance sheet i cant even balance. haiz. n its so unfair. e paper last yr is so easy loh, then this year is a killer paper. sianz. somemore give wat net loss. lecture nev teach before siah. when i get net loss, i went back to cal again .coz i thought i wrong. sianz. its like a waste of time. just hope i can pass. *praying*

today reach sch then noe tat my stats lesson have been cancelled. tutor sick. then is like i only need attend pacc lesson(1000-1200) then i can go home. if i noe earlier, i would have pon sch. lolz. coz pacc started at 1010 like tat, n end at 1100. she only went thru tutorial which i noe how to do. so now i have to wait for her to dismiss me n i shall cont wif my proj. gonna wait for idiot till 1600. heex. =]

now, im blogging in class. lolz. my classmates are using com. lolz. guys are playing cs n gals are either blogging, friendster(vonnyl), n e rests are playing games bahx. i also wan go play le. hahax.

gonna stop here if not my post will be too lenghty. hahax. updating again soon bahx. hope tml skates will be fun.

p.s: shiya, go skates hor. if not ill cry. lolz. im a cry baby indeed. lolz. =]*threatening*

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