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The name is HuiLian. Some call me Li'ann. I'm in love with Myself. Im living the way i like, and im just a girl-next-door that you will never notice of. I'm a fan of Doraemon because i simply think he rocks my socks. I always feel that wonderful things are felt in the heart, and i love to smile.=) Sleep and eat are my two best friends,and im a veggie lover.

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Thursday, April 30, 2009
What's your rationale? blurness
im getting blur these few days. i think it's probably becoz im too tired, both physically and mentally. =(

ytd nite im like searching high n low for my tax lecture notes, then in e end, i rmb tat i lend it to hc. -_-" next, i forget to bring my cost lecture notes home on wed, n is like there's only cost tutorial tat day. furthermore, i like telling ppl tat there will be make up lecture for facc today, but in e end, i actually forget to bring e lecture notes. =(

its not e end yet, i thought tat tml is good friday. -_-" omg. is actually labour day. fine. n i wanna say so so so sorry to hc. =( i told him to ask his frens to pass e stats bk to me on fri, as i told him too late, his frens brought it today. n today then hc tell me tml no sch how to pass me e books. omg. so he has to bring e book home. so sorry.

so after sch met up wif vin to have dinner. n so nice of him to pei me go buy pens, sorry for my bad memory tat i made him turn back to accompany me go imm. =(

to vin: promise me not to fret again. okiez? n im sorry for not able to go out wif u and ur gang to celebrate brice's bdae. =( as im going zouk.

finally i can take a break tml. =D gonna rest well.

i wanna take a break from everything. im too exhausted. i wanna find back my smile. i dun wan to be bitten by e emo bug again. i dun wan promises, as im scared tat it will be broken. =(

*tata.
♥its going on 10:29:00 PM


Wednesday, April 29, 2009
What's your rationale? pictures
this is my second post of e day. which means im highly efficient. lolz.

i shall let e photos do e talking. *da dang* the sentosa trip wif ISC!!!


spot me. although i noe is quite obvious. =D

early in the morning we are having our mac breakfast.

omg, i look so tiny beside jul. =(


caught in action. eating while waiting. =D


my grp. =D e most tedious game i tink. =)


ending it off wif e four of us. =D

credits for photos : weiying and gerald. =D
♥its going on 9:57:00 PM


What's your rationale? thinking
ytd im late for gems. haha. fine. thanks MINGSHENG and evonica for waiting for me for like 20 plus mins. hahax. mingsheng keep suan-ing me. so i caps his name. =)

im late coz i went sch wif my bro, wif his fren driving. thanks kelvin.=D

left from my hse at 0750, lesson starts at 0800. lolz. due to jams, we r late. =) ytd's was a long day. lectures n tutorials used up my energy. n im deprived of sleep. hahax. so as soon as i reached home, K.O. lolz. slept for one hr then went to watch tv. suppose not to be online n to be doing hw. but im so nice to go online to chat, shld thank me, hc. =D i didnt do my hw. =(

ping pang yuan has a lousy ending. hate it man. luckily im not their zhong shi fans. =) if not i'll be like damn angry.

as for today. i went sch early to meet hc for e blaw tutorial. so nice of me.=D morning call didnt work well for me. i went back to lalaland as soon as i hang up e call. luckily i managed to wake up on time. =D how brilliant.

im still in sch now. suppose to have work later at 1830. but im like still sick. so im thinking not going later. =( n blaw tutorial ive not done yet. i just dun feel like doing. can i?! =( i will try if im free. if no time. i shall put aside my integrity. (insiders please)lolz. =D

now got e swine flu. but im having just normal flu. lolz. n i am recovering. =D

im gonna hand in e idemnity form tml for kick boxing. so happy. =) n im gonna go lollipop wif ISC n my classmates. looking forward. =)

n when im blogging, tat NG MING SHENG is like using a rubber band to shoot my arm. im saying im gonna blog it out, he says tat he wan to sue me for defamation his character. =D we are making use of wat we learnt from BLaw. lolz. k, i gonna go do my tutorial alrd. =( if not no way will i finish it.

*tata.

♥its going on 1:44:00 PM


Monday, April 27, 2009
What's your rationale? sad
teddy wont make u upset, u wont shred tears for it. also, teddy won't hug back, but sometimes, it is only what you have.
♥its going on 11:51:00 PM


Sunday, April 26, 2009
What's your rationale? sentosa
im suppose to be doing tutorials now. but im here instead. lolz. im sick. =( fever plus flu. but i wanna go sch tml. =D

been feeling moody for past few days. damn moody ytd night n this morning. but im much better now. =) tears have stopped rolling. =D im sorry.

uploaded 2 photos of ytd. =D


this was suppose to be only 4 of us. but they joined in suddenly. lolz. thanks all for ytd!!!



e four of us. =D

more photos will be up when i get it from jerald.

*tata.

♥its going on 5:07:00 PM


What's your rationale? sentosa
i so ENJOYED today!!! thanks all e nice peeps!!! =D its gonna be a long post!!! hahax.

e meeting for this sentosa event on thu was damn sian. having a feeling tat im like going for e wrong event. hahax. so when i woke up this morning, im thinking of how to entertain myself(like wy) if im bored to death. lolz. suppose to meet debbie n vone at bl at 0745, but i reach cg at 0745 i tink. so debbie came over to meet me. =D

vone suddenly ps us, so good of her!!! lolz. jkjk. she injured her leg i tink. vone, hope u get well soon. missed u. so mushy rite? =D but u missed e fun today. wy n jul says they will organise another trip there. shall look forward!!! =D

reach sentosa then set up games. my station most complicated.=(

but im so happy tat e ppl in ISC is so friendly. heex. made a few friends today. hahax. n i noe one magician!!! lolz. he performed magic to us, n turn out we like asking him to use his magic for lot of uses. like getting us a bus, getting us drinks so tat we dun need walk so far, n lots of stupid stuffs. hahax.

n we reached there like at 0900. then we waited for freshies to play e games at 230 i tink. so damn long. meanwhile we chit-chatted n played frisbee. fun fun fun. =D my main purpose is to sun tan, but as they only allow us to wear t-shirt, i dropped e idea. BUT!!! during e games rite, im like burnt!!! hahax. standing in e hot sun for damn long. then i forgotten to fold up e sleeve. turn out my arms got 2 colours on my thighs too. damn sad!!! i like finally have nice tanning lines then now i need to tan again. =(

i seriously think tat this club de ppl is like so damn good n friendly compared to e other one which makes me feel like im not really welcomed. hahax. but we dislike one person from e club. hahax. nvm. =)

after tat went to bath n went to vivo to eat. then chit-chatted for damn long. hahax. i like this kind of girls' talk. hahax. but after thinking, i felt like im damn stupid in relationship wise. =( shall not elaborate.

e talk really triggers me to think abt some things. i dunno why am i like tat. i hate myself for being this way. its damn bad ok!!! someday i shall really sit down n think am i going e right way. sianz. i dun wan to be selfish but it doesnt mean i have no rights. but just tat im confused of wat i really wan.

back at home, tml need do tutorials. =( damn sad. n so fast mon is here again. shall bid goodbye to my weekends. =(

*tata.
♥its going on 12:01:00 AM


Friday, April 24, 2009
What's your rationale? lolz
lesson started at 9am and ended at 11am plus. i wanna take mrt instead of bus to sch. i waited for 99 like damn long. then when i alighted at clementi, i found out tat including e one i boarded, there's a total of 4 bus 99 came at e same time. dots. fine. then is like e morning crowd. i managed to board e sec one. coincidentally, my bro's lesson started at 9am too. so when i left home at 8am, my bro just woke up. then i tink he left home at 830. i reached dover mrt only at 855. n worst thing is i saw my bro at dover mrt waiting for his frens. sianz. i like took so long just to get to sch from je, whereas mrt ride only needs 9mins. fine, i shall stop ranting. =D

after dismissal, went to eat at fc4. dunno why suddenly i agreed to wait for wy n vone for them to finish gems at 3pm. omg. how nice of me to be waiting for 3hrs?! vone be glad to have us as frens!!! =) waited for u ytd too. hahax. when's my turn?

meanwhile, ms n i went to print out our lecture notes in e main library. we had a hard time figuring out how to make it 3 slides a page. ok, we r dumb!!! it costed us $3.65 to print from com. so we photocopied 2 more sets. thinking of it will be MUCH cheaper this way, but turn out is $3!!! omg. ok, i meant i tink e photocopying shop at sb costed so much cheaper. vone also like shocked. lolz. fine.

vone wanna go orchard to shop for tank tops at mng. turned out didnt get it coz of e cutting i tink. is like exposing .. (inside jokes) tank tops at a few more shops are worst. ok. so i tink there's a prob wif our body strutures instead!!! lolz. in e end i bought a pair of shorts and wy bought a skirt. anw, im eyeing on a white tank top. is like so damn cool. hahax. with ribbons to untie. is like so hot!!! lolz. vone's eyeing on a few tops too. but one of it is strongly discouraged by me n wy. is like so damn weird. =X i wan to buy bikinis. =D dun really like mine. hahax. fine.

oh. i gonna wear e shorts tml to sentosa. lolz. not gonna wear bikinis coz is like so damn weird. lolz. think i gonna wear inside.

pray hard tat i will enjoy e trip!!! n not rain please. i need sun tml, please restrain from hiding urself!!!

*tata.
♥its going on 7:39:00 PM


Thursday, April 23, 2009
What's your rationale? post
omg, i can feel e stress now. lolz. im still in a holiday mood. cant really absorb e first few lectures. business law sounds boring. and it is damn boring. worst come to worst, e lecture makes it worst. ok, i shall not blame him on tat. partly coz im not paying much attention, and e lecture notes layout is just bored. =(

gems was ok. at least i made some frens there. unlike e first gem. is like so damn bored. n fro previous gems, out of 10 lessons, i like slept during 8 of them. lolz. good luck to debbie. she is so "heng" to get e same lecture as me. =D lolz.

ytd worked at night. after work waited for sb n pat to have late dinner ( dun wan to say supper as supper makes me feel fat). =X

chit-chatted wif them then took cab home. mum waited for me downstairs. *touched*. hope one day we can really do wat we want. =D

as for today, lesson was long. hahax. one tutor didnt turn up, so we played cards. lolz. so excited. we are like so high n loud, till other classmates ask us to shut up. lolz. after sch went for e jap study trip talk. obviously i wont be going. hahax. is like so ex. $4200. how long do i need to work to earn it back?! lolz.

went to IEC de sentosa game trial. not tat fun loh. but i hope sat will turn out to be fun. =D waited for yvonne to finish her dip plus lesson. ate at subway wif debbie, jul and wy. hahax. its just not my day today. when im filling up e drinks rite, i wanted ice, but ice not available. fine, so i took barley. it turns out to be merely plain water. =( n i didnt even notice it when im filling up e cup. damn stupid. =(

nvm, but e cookies was nice. =D *contented*

tml's lesson, or i shall say later, starts at 9am n ends at 12pm. lolz.

so i shall be looking forward to sat sentosa trip!!! wish me have a nice saturday, ppl!!!

*tata.
♥its going on 11:43:00 PM


Wednesday, April 22, 2009
What's your rationale? good bye
oh, its like finally..

gonna say goodbye to my blonde hair. =)

its been like 2 yrs since i last have black hair. nice or ugly. i dun care. coz it meant differently to me. =D

*tata.
♥its going on 3:43:00 PM


Monday, April 20, 2009
What's your rationale? pics
yeah=). can upload pics alrd.


17 again.
this is when mike(e main character's name) met e wizard.

mike gotten back his young look.

=)



zac efron is so cool in this part of e show.

mike n his son. lolz.

he really can play bball well. =D
here are e pics i took of e food i ate during my bro's chalet. hahax.

ate this after i came home from chalet.


nice cream of mushrooms.


this costed $18. omg. its at a northern indian restaurant.

drinks on e house. =)
my chicken nasi briyani. $ 13 i tink.
ok, im broked. money flows out more than money coming in. =( gonna start saving.
*tata.
♥its going on 7:18:00 PM


What's your rationale? back
im back to blogging.

i wanted to upload pics, but hang half way. shall upload another time. =D

i shall talk abt last week. i went for FOP!!! hahax. im in charge of DAC 05. =D nice ppl. at least they participate in e games, n didnt run away like some other classes did. hahax. n i stayed at wy's hse wif debbie on wed as we need to reach serangoon on thu at 7am. omg. lolz. vone didnt join us as she's sick. we took 35++ mins to reach serangoon mrt from wy's hse. is like normal journey can reach in 10-15 mins. lolz. we went e wrong way. hahax. FOP ended on thu. but i tink there shld be a last debrief though. =( went off wif debbie to jp's subway. n SP's subway starts operating today. lolz. =D shld find one day to eat there.


fri went to eat spaghetti too and suppose to go to bugis. but due to my laziness, went to jp instead wif tian. we wanted to watch handsome suit, but it is showing at 1:15, midnight. we give it a miss and watched 17 again.




zac efron is like so charming. lolz. =D

so sat worked full. tired. as usual, went home quite late. nth much to talk abt, but ppl are leaving one by one. =( its inevitable.

sun went to zoo wif ms n his club. free admission. =D oh, saw charlie (ah meng's husband). he's so gigantic. =D im stationed at orang utan there. so is like kept looking at them. after our shift, went to walk ard zoo. hahax. i took 30+ photos. nice. shall upload when i transfer them to my com. hahax. after zoo went to dine at imm then back home. K.O. =X

today marked e sch reopen day. i missed my classmates. hahax. today two lectures are like ok. but both lecturers say that it'll be quite a tough start. =( wed lesson cancelled for i dunno wat reason. hahax. tml have gems at 8am . heard its damn boring. but hope ill enjoy it. hahax.

p.s: i wanna dye my hair BLACK!!! hahax.

*tata.


♥its going on 6:53:00 PM


Tuesday, April 14, 2009
What's your rationale? randomness
being random. i took a facebook quiz on the guy i will date in the boys before flower. my results is below!!!

specially to let weiying n debbie see. hahax. (coz they like him)!!! lolz. actually, he looks nice. =)

Mostly B’s: Yoon Jihoo



Why go through all the complications of dating a bad boy when you could just be with a good old fashion nice guy? He’ll always be there for you when you need him (even if you don’t ask), he’ll cheer you up when you’re down, he’ll play violin for you in the middle of the forest, and he’ll give you sage-like words of wisdom on Life and Love. He’s one yummy fortune cookie.

*tata.
♥its going on 10:13:00 PM


Tuesday, April 7, 2009
What's your rationale? gems
went for my bro's chalet wif tian. ate at a northern indian restaurant. food was ok but price is like damn ex. plain rice wif chilli chicken costed $18. omg.

after tat we went for night cycling. total 13 bicycles rented. initially e shop is closed. but we called them. they decided to turn back from their way home. coz this business of ours earned them $219. lolz.

we cycled damn long distances. is like this is e longest distance i cycled so far. from downtown east to changi village. then we went up to och. but only till e gate. im like damn scare loh. n there a couple of monkeys, hanky panky (inside jokes), tian should understand wat i meant.

upslopes make my knee tired. i was exhausted after the whole ride. tian, i envy my bro's fren, no need ride herself. *hinting* lolz.

we went to changi village to eat at ard 1 am or 2am. its an eye opener for me. lolz. so many HER. did i mentioned that wanning is so smart come up wif e idea of buying cupcakes instead of bdae cakes?! hahax. somemore is doraemon one.!! nice nice nice. =D

back to chalet, we played card games. n im dead beat. so off to bed at 5am. i didnt stay for e next two days. suppose to wake up at 630am, but i woke up at 8am. lolz. homed.

im dozing off on e way home on mrt. im standing. lolz. as soon as i reached home, K.O!!! slept till 2pm. then went to eat. back home ----> slept till 5pm. lolz.

ok, i shall upload photos again, when i transfer them to my laptop.

i got into online entreprenuer for my gems!!! same class as evonica and ms. hahax.

*tata.=D
♥its going on 2:59:00 PM


What's your rationale? happy birthday
This post is delicated to my bro. =D
although is like kind of late, but still, happy belated 19th bdae!!! actual day is actually 5th april. =D
*may all your wishes come true!!!*
♥its going on 2:49:00 PM


Friday, April 3, 2009
What's your rationale? photos
here are the photos for ice skating. (thanks kathryn for telling me tat i can upload 5 pics at a time, im noob lah.)



hit patrick!!! tats e right way. =X



tats sb (server busser?! lolz, nope, is shibao!!!) im being lame.



we look wrong side?



=)



i find this pic cool. =D



this is cool too. (unedited)


i uploaded this two videos due to gt's request. lolz. i tink ppl wont have idea on wat is he doing. lol.=X

tata.*

♥its going on 2:59:00 PM


What's your rationale? =D
i shall update about wat i did e past few days. =D

i shall start on last sat. morning went to have breakfast wif ps at cartel. ive work there quite a long time but seriously, this is the first time i tried their breakfast. taste is ok loh. lolz. after tat we waited for sb to finish work. then off we go to ecp. firstly, we went to meet sy at tiong bahru i tink. hahax. then at ecp, sy didnt skate. she blow bubbles. lolz.

at ard 3 or 4 i tink, henry called ps. a comical thing happened. lolz. sb after doing opening, forgot to return him e key. n his hse keys are attached tog. lolz. so we took cab all e way back to imm. hahax.

at imm, we waited like 1 hr for sb to get his car to fetch us. then we went to siglap to find eric. lolz. eric shld be touched. lolz. then we chatted a lot. n due to some topic on spiritual things, i called my mum to wait for me downstairs when i got home at 1am plus. lolz.

sunday nth much happened for me, but a lot of other things happened.

as for mon and tue i cant recall anything much.

wed went to ice skate. hahax. wif ps, sb, dw, kathryn, gt and dy. went to eat at geylang dunno where. then i ate a banana leaf chicken bryani. not bad, but e portion is quite big, so ended up dw finished it for me. hahax. after tat went arcade to play a bit while waiting for e ice re-surfacing to finish. quite fun. but e place is smaller than je's. after tat went to eat at fish & co, then to esplanade n back home. lolz.

then ytd went to eat at ramen ten, then shop at far east n heeren. lolz. bought a pair of jeans, crumpler bag and a dress. ive spend a lot in e past two days, n im broke. need to stay at home alrd. lolz.

will be going to my bro's bdae chalet on fri night. hahax. looking forward. (")(0v0)

tata.=D
♥its going on 2:16:00 PM