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Sunday, May 31, 2009

What's your rationale? fun

in e end. i went for chun tang's farewell dinner ytd night. -_-" haha. its like so suddenly.

at first ive decided not to go. but at ard 2200, pat called, and asked me to go. haha. i noe i very good. and very easily propagand. haha. so i went. but im glad tat i went. as ive a lot of fun. =D

pat met me at my blk downstairs, then we cabbed to fetch jia rui at imm. then cabbed down to clarke quay to meet them. we like playing hide-and-seek wif e rest.

after tat we went to chill out at a pub. we drank. haha. but i only have a little. and i ordered ice coffee too. im so guai. we ordered some side dishes. but e main thing is to drink. =D

suppose to catch ~~last bus/train~~ to go home. but i only reached home at 5am. =) coz dun bear to leave. =D

after pub, we went to chill. chit-chatted. take photos. having lots of fun. =D n i took hundred plus photos, just my phone alone. haha. shall upload when i have e time.

decided to go for drink at least once a month. =) next outing coming up soon. im so looking forward to it. went home and K.O. haha.

didnt go for swimming today. coz i ps my tutorials and projects ytd, gonna make up for them. =)

holiday = more chill outs. but not forgetting, tests after holiday. -_-" spoiler.

*tata.

♥its going on 4:38:00 PM

Saturday, May 30, 2009

What's your rationale? photos

as ive said, i will post photos of this nice fren, PATRICK. =D

proudly presenting patrick tiw. =D

outside moberly.

outside auditorium.

took photos wif bin with "singapore polytechnic" on it. haha. so pat can rmb SP. lol.

its my turn. e robe is too long for me. -_-"

dunno how mr pat take this photo. haha.

us again. =D

and again.

clever of me to take this photo. hahax.

i gonna have a date wif my tutorials and projects. while not forgetting, my date wif boys before flower. =D

bye world.

*tata.

♥its going on 8:48:00 PM

What's your rationale? lol

been quite busy these few days. and reached home like quite late. so im not able to blog. =D

shall start from wed. =)

wed is pat's graduation. =D haha. not able to attend as an super duper obedient person like me didnt wan to pon lesson. =D so only managed to meet pat to take photos. he asked me not to post e photos, but do u tink i care?! haha. erm. shld say, how can i not post the photos of such a nice person. =)

at night, met up wif pat and daniel to have supper and chit chats. but due to me having sch on thu, we left to catch e last bus. =( wished to stay longer. haha. shall have more meet ups coming up. =)

as for thu, went to dumpling festival held by ISC. quite fun. they have dumpling wrapping competition. haha. its e first time i wrap a dumpling. and im glad my mum's not there. its a totally failure. haha. i spilled out e fillings. and the shape is not triangular. =D but thanks to ppl who commented and said : who says dumpling must be in a triangular shape. =)

me n wy used far too much of strings to tie our dumpling. -_-" she used it as a "yoyo" and for me, i used it as a handbag. its alright tat u all wont understand wat i meant.

was damn ~~sad~~ happy tat day. =D

as for ytd, went to clash vone's lesson wif debbie n hc. =) duration shld be 2 hrs, but her wonderful lecturer ended it in 45 mins time. -_-" but her gems was much more nicer than mine. =(
we wanted to have ice cream at mac, but e machine was spoilt. sobz. however i went to have it today. =) *happy*

supposed to go east coast wif ISC today. but due to some reasons, we didnt go . but i hope there will be more outings. =) and i will try my best to make it. =) so today was a day to replenish my sleep. im like sleeping for the whole day. didnt go for farewell dinner for chun tang today. =(

although quite sad as he left alrd. but, come to think of it, its good for him. =) hope he will have a smooth trip back china. =D

i wan to go swim tml. pray hard it'll be a sunny day and it wont rain. =)

*tata.

♥its going on 8:23:00 PM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

What's your rationale? too much

i always think that life is a little too much for me.
ive gone through a little too much as compared to ppl of my age, 18 yrs old(to be).
how i hoped i can lead a normal life like what an eighteen years old will lead.
how i hoped life would be simplier.

sometimes, im just both physically and mentally tired. but i cant do anything. =(

i hate moodswings. im sorry. =( but i just need to vent it all out. if not i will be suffocating.

look into doraemon's eyes, its the feeling of blessed. =) sometimes one should be contented.

*tata.

♥its going on 2:03:00 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

What's your rationale? blog again

im dead. =(

suffocated wif tons of tutorials and never ending projects.

why are there so MANY assignments when there's only so LITTLE time???!!! maybe becoz ive wasted MUCH of it. fine.

planned to go swimming tml, but all thanks to tax proj, my plan is cancelled. two projects due next week, but i have not really started on any. marvellous me. =(

thinking i have a lot of times, i joined a lot of events. as for this week, my thu night, fri night and sat night will be burned. left wif me only sun. utterly sad.

can someone just give me more times? probably stop e time?!

im just being random. someone once told me:
if someone claims that he or she loves you, but due to some incidents, he or she is unwilling to wait for you and probably gave up, then he or she is not worth your love. =)

assignments, when can i really get rid of you and kick you out of my life?

*tata.

♥its going on 10:12:00 PM

What's your rationale? =)

OMG!!! i gained weight. 0.5kg. as im eating in an excessive amount. lolz.

lets say last sun, i woke up and ate 2 bowls of noodles. after tat, i fell asleep while watching tv. as soon as i woke up, i went mac. =) ate 20 pcs nuggets, one ice cream sundae, one double cheese burger and large fries. but sharing wif one fren. haha. after tat went to eat kuay chap(dunno how to spell). then im like so damn full. i seriously shall/ need/ must cut down on my food intake. lol.

n ive found someone who likes DORAEMON too!!! desmond. lol. see i blog abt u. =) he has a good taste, coz he likes doraemon!!!

as for today, after lecture went to meet qiyuan for sat thingy. n im so looking forward to go. after tat went library to study wif hc they all. n please, its quiet zone, i emphasize, QUIET ZONE. haha. but they like watching so gross stuffs. -_-"

after test i went to jp wif yvonne and debbie. shopping spree. =) but our pockets are like endless pits. -_-" need to replenish. =(

but shopping are so irresistable. GSS is coming. we planned to go for shopping one day. how nice of us, we are trying to boost e economy by spending more. =) but i need to issue debentures to increase my cash flows. lolz.

tml is gems again. and me, evonica (honey), and mingsheng planned to pon. =) and weiying wont be going kickboxing anymore, so my partner for "fighting" gone. =( i shall partner e instructor. lolz. n prepared to be K.O.!!! lolz. im being lame here.

bye world. =)
*tata.

♥its going on 12:04:00 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

What's your rationale? ki bum

im being random.

watched boys before flowers today. KI BUM!!! he's cool, he's cute, he's whatever nice. =)

and i noe evonica will agree with me. =D

*tata.

♥its going on 2:21:00 AM

Friday, May 22, 2009

What's your rationale? post again

im feeling so stupid. think im e dumbest in e world. fcuk.

i am suppose to go skates. n i did went out wif my skates. was like rushing home form COST CA, n rushing out again wif my skates. n i turned back when i reached mrt. of some reasons tat i dun wanna mention. SORRY kathryn, aimin and tze hoon. swear i will go next time!!! =)

i hate e fcuking indecisiveness in me. it took me so long to make a simple decision. n it happened twice to me today. =( i was like deciding whether to pon FF or not even though im alrd out of e class wif my belongings. n in e end decided to pon just becoz if i were to go back, will be damn awkward. wat the hell!!!

im losing control of my life, and it tastes disastrous. =( i need a hug from mr teddy.

if u were to ask me wat will happen to me if tml is e end of e world, my reply will be :

i will be dead not because of mishaps, but because of being suffocated by tutorials and projects.

this weekends will be so dreadful. =( 5 tutorials, 2 projects, 1 test. OMG!!!

how i wish tat i can stop e world and let me have a nice sleep.

and wat make it worst is tat, i have WORK tml!!!

bye world. hope i will survive!!!

*tata

♥its going on 8:22:00 PM

What's your rationale? pon lesson

e wonderful me n vone skipped ff tutorial. instead of going home, we ended in library. -_-" like wat e hell.

we are suppose to be studying COST test. but.. lolz.

i wanna congrats to wts for passing tp wif flying colours. not bad ar, first try pass alrd. wts, i will also do e same de. pass it in my first try. !!! lolz. =P i hope im not dreaming. =D

clever me forget to bring COST tb. so how ami suppose to study?! haiz. just hope tat i will be able to do alle questions and get them right. =D

ps: if u wan pon lesson, dun follow me or vone, coz u will end up.. lolz. i shall not say. =X

*tata.

♥its going on 10:40:00 AM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

What's your rationale? photos

here are some shots we took using yvonne's cam. =D

we wanted to take jump shots.

in e process of doing it.

n off we go. =D

apparently, we didnt really succeed. we shall try harder next time. =D

the four of us. =D

glad to have u all. =D

bye world.

*tata.

♥its going on 8:47:00 PM

What's your rationale? =(

i dunno why, my eyes are like so red n uncomfortable. =( maybe i shall stop using contact lenses for e time being. sobz. went to make a new pair of specs ytd, hope it suits me well. =D

today after lesson, went out wif vone to jp. =D we bought a similar shirt and im gonna wear it wif her. =D vone spent a lot today. bought lot of stuffs. haha. she's becoming like evonica, not eating to save money for shopping. =X lolz.

initially wanna go library to study de. but due to some unhappiness, which i dun wan to mention, went home instead. =( just so not in e right mood to go library to study. home is probably e best place to be. =D

just some random stuffs, i hate ppl lying to me. so this means if i were to noe tat u lied to me, i will be very angry, n i tink its hard to trust u again. im not referring to anyone or anything, just randomly typed out. lolz.

n i did went to kickboxing ytd, wif debbie. haha. kinda fun bahx. but i tink e instructor gave up in girls. lol. we are like fooling ard instead of taking it seriously. lolz. but learn a lot of moves lah. can put it to practical use. =D

i dunno whether will i be blogging tml, so i shall wish wts in advance all e best in ur tp. lol.

n my COST test is on fri. all e best to me also. =D

*tata.

♥its going on 8:00:00 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

What's your rationale? eyes swollen

tiredness is eating my life up!!! =(

i thought i rested enough after im back from camp. but my eyes are killing me. due to the long usage of contact lenses (i wore it on first day from 0730 to 0500 next day), rediness filled my eyes, and they are swollen. till now, which is like few days later, e blurness of vision still haven fade off n its kinda red. =( haiz. i shall go make a better specs n stop using contacts for time being to save my eyes. =(

im falling asleep in lecture today, n im suppose to be doing tutorial instead of blogging here. =( but i dread it. haiz.

shall give tml's kickboxing lesson a skip as wy n vone not going. hope i can wake up early tml to go for gems so i wont ps evonica. =/

hope i can do well for cost test this fri and facc test next mon. =)

i shall pull up my socks.(but how can i do tat when im not even wearing it?!) lolz. im trying to be funny here.

tutorials, im coming. =(

*tata.

♥its going on 7:18:00 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

What's your rationale? back from camp

im back from camp. reached home at seven plus. damn tired. tutorials n a lot of things left undone. damn sianz. =( seriously i need to take a break from everything!!!

camp on average was quite fun, best thing abt it is to meet new friends.=D but some unhappiness here and there. =( i shall elaborate abt camp another time. as im both mentally n physically TIRED!!!

i feel like so down. like im finding troubles for myself. i need a break, can i?! i dun wanna be emo. but its like a trap tat i cant get out. haiz. i dunno why. i shall not care anymore.

im off to rest. updating soon bahx. =/

*tata.

♥its going on 8:04:00 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

What's your rationale? haha

initially i wanted to blog ytd night. but due to laziness, i skipped it. haha. firstly, i wan to apologise to hc. sorry for ytd, i was too much.

i will be going camp tml. haha. but e camp is like kinda long. from tml till sunday evening. like omg. where will i be able to find e time to do my tutorials n study for cost test???!!! sobz. im thinking whether to stay for full camp. i shall see first. =D hope it will be kinda fun. =D n im gonna find kathryn if im free tml. haha. its like 23176871612028 yrs since i last skated. i will give it a miss tml due to camp.=(

tml gonna meet vin and mum after sch to go singtel. =D hope there wont be a long queue. i maybe gonna buy sandals AGAIN. haiz. mine is spoilt in sch. lol. luckily i brought slippers to sch today. so i no need to be bare footed. how lucky. =) but this is the second time my sandals broke in sch. -_-" why like tat. haha.

tml camp, n i still haven pack my bag. n is like im so lazy to pack. how i wish i need not bring anything or my necessaries will just appear in sch out of no where or watever sort of rubbish. i noe, im just dreaming. =D

e thing i hated abt camp is to pack bag n unpacking it when im back home. its like omg. when i reached home from camp i will be damn tired. hope tat some kind souls (e.g my mum) can help me unpack it. =D lolz.

n im kinda in love wif super junior's song - sorry sorry. lol. im been listening to it for 21625371581951 times. if im in love wif a song, i will be repeating it over n over again. n my bro has e same habit. coincidently, his current craze is also sorry sorry.

so basically my house is filled with this song. -_-"

n i seriously need go pack my bag if not i can just skip e camp. =D

*tata.

♥its going on 10:20:00 PM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

What's your rationale? lalalala.

im tired. back from kickboxing. kinda fun. =) but there's a weird person in e class. which makes me laugh like hell. okiez, i shldnt bitch abt someone here. =D

today gems is as usual. boring. haha. my grp members all gg. =/ we r either falling asleep, daydreaming or simply turned off. lolz. a gd thing abt it is tat its kinda related to FOM. which i did in yr 1. haha. i shall start paying attention in class. =D

went to fc3 to have breakfast. saw qiyuan. he performed his tricks. haha. n ive seen thru it. =D n im proud of it. =D

n i seriously have a great time chatting wif evonica.=D thanks ya. looking forward to every tue. *wink*

went to work ytd. n understood a lot of things. so nice of pat to come n find me after work. thanks.=) we ate winglets n frappes. haha. n ive just realised tat i didnt pay pat. lolz.

winglets.

n my mocha frappe done by vj. =D nice. thanks vj. =D

chit chatted wif daniel n pat then home at 12am. slept at 2am. but i didnt late for my 8am lesson. unlike so ppl. *hinting hc* =X

here are the photos taken for e dinner wif uncle wee (he's old=P). hahax.

went to nyny to eat.

uncle wee says this is nice. =D

trying to be a santa claus??!! but its too early lah. lolz.

n this is my first time getting a candy floss in nyny. its like ive been to it quite a few times.

greedy pig. =D

candy floss attack, beware, uncle wee!!! =X

omg. lolz.

nice. =D. but i dun have a sweet tooth. lolz.

i have gotten too much. lolz.

yummy. *contented*

not forgetting, i gonna say, ive won hc for food challenge. hl VS hc, hc K.O!!! haha. i simply can eat a lot. hc wan to win me for e next round- steamboat. haha. but im on a diet now. so i dun wan to accept his challenge. main reason is, i dun wan hc to win me!!! lolz.

is a game that we are forced to play. rule of the game is at e end of it, we must quit. winner is determined at e beginning, but we not going to idle n do nth. evil sides of us emerging. stand to be taken. ive decided. i tink only pat will understand wat im talking abt. haha.

u have forced me to take action. (insiders)

i gonna stop here. =D

*tata.

♥its going on 8:27:00 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

What's your rationale?

lastly, i just wanna say i hate waiting in vain for nothing. n boredomness kills me. im not enjoying staring in screen n wait for someone so damn late especially when i have work later on. im not complaining, im not angry, im just too bored.

i noe i have no right to say anything or watever sort. but if u dun like someone to do this to u, then why must u do this to someone. haha. n yet again, life is ever contradicting.

n i need no explanation. just ignore me, everything will change back to normal after i wake up later. =)

*tata.

♥its going on 1:55:00 AM

What's your rationale? hate

since i still couldnt sleep yet, i shall blog again. haha. im thinking abt a lot of things these few days. n i noe i shldnt be thinking of any of it. coz it will only make my life more miserable. seriously. =( but i cant just avoid them. how i wish that time will stop when im in e happiest moments. =) then smiles of u n me will not be fading. it will be etched. but we just cant control it.

i tink i shldnt trust anymore in order to protect myself. haha. im not referring to anything. haha. just suddenly recalled wat my bro once told me. haha. e only one u can trust in e world is urself. i dunno whether it is true or not. i wont wan to verify it, coz it will only end up wif disappointments.

im falling into emo-ness again. but i will pull myself up. coz i noe there's still a lot of beautiful and wonderful things in life tat i have nev been thru yet. =)

sometimes love is e sweetest thing in life, but sometimes, it is e critical thing tat spoilt ur mood. its contradicting. but it will nev stop ppl from trying it. haha. one day, i shall really start thinking.

its ok if u all dun understand wat im talking abt, coz i also dun understand wat i wan blog.

i shall sleep soon. working later. n my tutorials are ever waiting for me. =(

*tata.

♥its going on 1:27:00 AM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

What's your rationale? zouk

back to blogging again. =) went to zouk on last thu. =D n its quite a pleasant experience. just tat its very crowded. shall go again!!! lolz. i shall let e photos do the talking first.