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The name is HuiLian. Some call me Li'ann. I'm in love with Myself. Im living the way i like, and im just a girl-next-door that you will never notice of. I'm a fan of Doraemon because i simply think he rocks my socks. I always feel that wonderful things are felt in the heart, and i love to smile.=) Sleep and eat are my two best friends,and im a veggie lover.

If you are not interested in my life, please click the red cross on the top right hand corner because you are not welcomed.=)



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Turn Up The Music.

But it's currently not available yet.=)


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Wishing upon the stars.

Im so lazy to update, maybe i have too much wishes.=X



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Friday, June 26, 2009
What's your rationale? haha
im indeed lag. -_- photos of last fri was already in my lappy. but due to my ever laziness, i think i will only upload another time. =)

finally ive chionged finish boys over flower. =D next show to watch will be absolute boyfriend. but i can only do it after my MST. if not i wont have time to study. lolz.

mugging hard ya. *i assumed* only work on wed this week. tempted to work thu and fri due to short of staff. but i shant. opportunity costs too high. haha. however, i wanna go swim tml. hope it dun rain, please. =D as my tanned skin are fading. i wan it back. =D

so far work was still fun. wed was enjoyable. (at least for me.)=) its so much better than prv one. i hope this feeling wont fade.

its been a long time since i last stayed at home for e whole day. but at least for mon and tue i stayed home for e whole day (almost). v(0-0)
went ntuc just now to buy lots of titbits and food. my mum was like shock to see me carrying bags of food home. n im still a glutton. ive finished half packet of popcorn, big ones i mean. these few days addicted to ice cream.

i need to control my weight. =( but i tink will only do it after sch reopens. =D sch starting next week. *depressed* however, i hope holidays will extent. *although it seems impossible*


i hope everyone will smile in my company as i dont like to see people frowning. =D *listen up, all my friends*

*tata.
♥its going on 1:32:00 AM


Sunday, June 21, 2009
What's your rationale? drunk
im going to sleep. =) chionged boys over flower. i think i have to finish watching it before i have e mindset to study. =( but, no matter wat, i MUST study!!! n i WILL!!! =D


went to harry's on fri night. second time ive been to a pub. this time i really drank. fun experience though, although i have no idea why out of sudden i feel giddy while im all along not drunk at all or wat so ever. haha. probably, e problem lies with e food.

as usual, i was damn good lousy at playing pool. its like im just not talented at it. =( we ate, we drank, we bused down to holland village for late supper. then chit chatted. =D 11 of us. =) enjoyed it.

reached home ytd at 5am plus. thanks pat for sending me home. =) slept till 3pm. rest a while then off to work. work was quite ok. im enjoying it. i hope it will continues. =)

been very busy this holiday. workings, outings, etc. but i seriously need to study from next week onwards.

photos on fri will be up soon. *i hoped.*

ya, im working later night. so i need to get some sleep.

nitez world.

*tata.
♥its going on 2:28:00 AM


Thursday, June 18, 2009
What's your rationale? again
just now was a picture post. =D

these few days quite busy. haha. although didnt work much. =( but sch is reopening soon. n i cant chiong schedule next week as i have not even touch my books yet. =( procrastination is invading my life and taking over it like nobody's business.

wif so much things undone, e brilliant me went to install audition to play. -_- great influence. but im not doing well in it, so i think i wont be addicted to it. *wishful thinking*

n im sick of waiting for channel u to play boys over flower, so i went online to watch. n im addicted. =( its like i kept adding things to my to-do-list, but i didnt even managed to complete a single one. -_-

n i dyed my hair black again. this time its not so obvious. im in love wif black hair. =) but maybe, someday, i will want back my blond hair again. but wont be so fast. =)

vone's hair is cool. red. ive ever think of dyeing red, but i think i dun suit it well as im not fair enough. n im in love wif tanned skin. shall go tan more often. =D

bye world. my bed, bolster, pillow, doraemons and blanket are waiting for me. =)

*tata.
♥its going on 1:51:00 AM


What's your rationale? blog
i noe im like damn lag. but here are the pictures for last saturday YOG volunteer's day. lol.

im in!!! are u???

damn cool. airbrush tattoo.
this is wat girls will do when they are in toilet. =)
=D
vone looks damn short. lol. this is e pose DBSK likes. =D (changmin does this too!!!)
=)
i like this pic a lot. =D
we went to tcc to chill. =D guess which is mine. =X
hoping for more trips. =)
we took with e boards.
n paste it on e volunteers' wall. damn cool. =D

ya, im volunteering wif a smile. :)

*tata.
♥its going on 1:37:00 AM


Sunday, June 14, 2009
What's your rationale?
hey. this is my 100th post. lol.

i shall cont my post abt thu. firstly, in e morning, woke up to have breakfast at pastamania. i ordered a spicy pasta (ive forgotten its name), then in e midst of adding tobacco, i didnt notice that e stud is gone, so ive simply poured too much in instead of a few drips. n ya, it is e hottest pasta ive in pastamania. -_-

secondly, i went home n took out my weighing machine to weigh myself [ as i tink my weight just cant stop shooting up=( ], after i stepped onto it, it's spoilt. -_-" am i tat heavy?!

then in evening i went to work, at first, i will reach there like 5 mins earlier or so, but due to e stupidity of me for letting e bus to tour in, it makes my journey like 10 mins longer to reach my work place. -_- n im late by a few mins i tink.

furthermore, due to e inadequate time, i rushed to ladies to change, my instinct told me tat my hp may drop into e toilet bowl (i dunno why), so i saved my hp by placing in somewhere safe. however, as i took out my shirt, my wallet dropped into e toilet bowl. wtf.

luckily, is like only 1/3 of it was wet. due to it, ive gotten a new roxy wallet. and ya, i love e wallet.

why dun troubles just travel alone?!?!?!

damn angry with someone since friday. can u dun be some selfish idiot. selfishness is unhealthy and it wont bring u far. its u who asked me to make this decision, but why are u e one turned out to be fcuked up. i shall see how it turns out next fri. hope this matter will rest, as i dun think it is my fault at all to ur case.

went to YOG volunteer's day ytd and then chill at tcc. after tat met P to shop ard then went to find B. then homed. =) photos will be up soon as i need to go off to work alrd. lolz.

wish me luck ppl for my work. =D

and ive gotten into mentoring club. more commitments coming up.

i tink i SHLD be smiling. but i just cant force it out. i dunno e reason too.

*tata.

♥its going on 2:56:00 PM


Friday, June 12, 2009
What's your rationale? tired
finally i have e luxury of time to blog. haha.

at first wan go for a long post. but im tired. haha. so think i'll opt for a shorter post bahx. =D today is a "happening day". shall elaborate if i were to blog later on. lol.

think i seriously need an organiser like wat pat says. i cant depend on my fantastic memory.

my holiday is packed. so i need to squeeze time for studies. =( tml at first got 3 events, but one cancelled. so left wif either to celebrate lw's bdae or am's bdae. i cant make up my mind. maybe i shall give them a miss in order to go for a date wif my bed. =D

i have so much things to blog, but my fingers arent cooperating.

*tata.


♥its going on 1:51:00 AM


Sunday, June 7, 2009
What's your rationale? blogged
finally have time to blog. =)

4th june 2009

last tutorial wif tommy yee. sort of sad. he teaches well though.

suppose wanna go SPGG wif db and wy. however we didnt noe tat after 5pm. sp students are not suppose to go in. -_-" we went there at 6pm plus. sad.

we decided to dine at staff centre. food there was quite nice. =)

after chit chatting, out of sudden we decided to go jurong's safra to swim. and we proceeded. =D its fun. just a pity db didnt swim as she didnt bring swim wear along. we were like laughing at wy. lol. she's e joke of e day. im like spending most of my energy laughing instead of swimming. =D

have snackers at hanis. quite nice. we are becoming "tai tai" alrd. having high tea. -_-"

5th june 2009

its e last day of sch for e term. was damn happy. finally its time for a break. despite MST after tat. went to swim. =D after tat dine at nyny. then dine again str after nyny. im like imitating e lifestyle of a pig. -_-"

6th june 2009

firstly, its ming sheng's bdae!!! happy 18th bdae, ming sheng!!!

went to help out for parent-teacher-meeting. then rushed home to sleep. -_-" then went to ms' bdae bbq. he invited a lot of ppl. i shall say is a lot of ppl came, mostly are uninvited by him. he damn bad to say this. haha. his condo's play ground was damn fun. i like e slide especially. =D

he was sprayed and threw into e pool. =D

after tat we went up to his hse to play monopoly. =) stayed till 1am plus, went to wy's hse to overnight.

dy sleeping. rest of us watch hell boy. but me n vone cant take it anymore. and we were off to bed. =D

7th june 2009

we were lazy to get ourselves up. after much dragging here and there, we washed up and watched project runway. one of my fav show. =) then we took bus to amk, then vin and his dad came to fetch me n vone home. =D damn nice. THANKS.

after tat went to meet pat for lunch.=)



going to sentosa tml. like finally. =D
more and more outings. im enjoying a lot.
my first week of holiday is packed. =)
but i can see tests are waving to me. =( nevertheless, i shall just enjoy e first week of holiday then try/ MUST study. haha.

sorry, im just too lazy to upload photos. lol.

*tata.

♥its going on 7:52:00 PM


Wednesday, June 3, 2009
What's your rationale? linkin park
LINKIN PARK rawks!!! =D

Linkin Park - "NEW DIVIDE"

I remembered black skies
the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
as time began to blur
Like a startling sign
that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight
but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss
in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret
and each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

*tata.
♥its going on 12:34:00 AM


Tuesday, June 2, 2009
What's your rationale? tired
people are getting sick. get well soon for all patients out there. especially YVONNE!!! =D
i dont wan to get sick, holidays are waving to me. =D
swine flu, please go away.

take a feather;
blow it to the air;
make a wish;
hoping for wish to come true.

just like a little kid missing his pillow;
just like huilian missing doraemon;
im missing the fun;
im missing my frens;
im missing swimming;
holiday, i need a hug from you.

*tata.
♥its going on 12:28:00 AM