♥ The way you look at me.

Friday, October 30, 2009

What's your rationale?

this is wat we did in class before COST tutorial. haha. we even place e photo there. =) we wanted to see our tutor's reaction, but he didnt stun or anything. lolz. but he was smiling to himself abt tat cute little thingy on vone's head. lolz.

loved. <3

ytd was a sucky day, starting from evening lah.

we have 3 hrs break, so we decided to go to Holland V to have lunch. very comical n paiseh. i lazy to list out, ask me if u wanna noe. =) but enjoyed. u noe wat, while we are talking after eating, a fire broke out, a small one i mean, in one of e stalls. lolz. im smiling not becoz im saddist, its becoz e hawkey's reaction. he was damn brave n didnt panick at all. but in e meanwhile of e fire diminishing ritez, he went back to do his prata. lolz. like so deh -_-.

maybe wat happens in e noon are warnings for night!!! hinting me sth bad will happen at evening!!! i stupidly didnt realise it lah. fucking angry. i lazy to list out, coz i dun wan contaminate my blog by e three fucking moodspoiler. =) ask me if u wan to noe.

just wanna say, if u are a horrible example, u dun have e fucking rights to scold. =D if u fuck care abt ppl safety, ppl will fuck care abt urs when its ur turn. hey, idiot, world is round, wat goes around, comes around. dun u noe. =) its okiez if u dunno, coz i can enlighten u. =D

hope i wont see u tml night!!!

3 BOOs to u!!!

*tata.

♥its going on 3:17:00 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

What's your rationale?

im bitten by e lazy bug. =(=(=( so dread to do anything.

i need my old lifestyle back. i will try real hard.

sometimes when u are looking forward too much to something, you will only end up in disappointment. but its e decision ive made. n ive nev regret it. =) i wont let myself regret it.

*tata.

♥its going on 9:05:00 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

What's your rationale? quarrels

i wonder wat is happening nowadays. since tat day u noe ive lose trust on u, did u ever try to earn it back? i gave u a lot of opportunities. did u even notice them? when things need to be said, it's meaning differs. if u ever care, u will ask, am i right? but did u even notice it before i tell u? u didnt. yupx, u didnt. im so proud of myself, am i so difficult to understand? n is my blog so boring tat when u are online, u dun even bother to take a look, instead, u are playing games all day long.

games are fantastic to u. =D

if i were to leave one day, will u ever ever notice it?
will u ever hold back?

above are nth relevant to anybody. im simply just trying to blog. =)

*tata.

♥its going on 6:47:00 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

What's your rationale? future in u

think about it,
you & me together
lovin each other,
aimin there forever
think about it,
you & me together
lovin each other and

now i dont wanna scare you
baby i just wanna say
the little things you do for me (and the way)
you workin towards my last name
i see you babe,
said i see you babe

i can see my,
future in you
no other girl,
for me will do
cuz i can see my,
future in you
got me lookin forward to,
forever
cuz i can see

now i dont wanna rush nothing,
baby just know
when you say youre ready to go,
we'll go
to get the dog a house and all
tell me you see it baby

not tryna move too fast
but i just gotta ask
do you see what i see for us girl
and is it too soon,
to look at you
like i do,
the way you make me feel
is the stuff forever is made of

its NE-YO's new song, future in you!!! finally. =D lyrics very nice. i only copy parts. =) loving ne-yo's songs!!! =)

*tata

♥its going on 10:30:00 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

What's your rationale?

sch starts tml. =( im too lazy for everything.

suppose to go sentosa today, but didnt coz of dark clouds. went bugis instead. =)

they will never be there for u forever, feelings change, things change, nothing will remain the same throughout. its just a matter of time. its a reality that we are forced to accept. so just live happily, thinking too much will just make ur life miserable. =) maybe, letting go is a kind of relief. smile and it will recover faster.

*tata.

♥its going on 9:11:00 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

What's your rationale? sch reopen soon

sch is reopening soon, in 2 days time. so not looking forward to. =( but damn lazy to work too.

what would be the world be like if money drops from sky??? =)=)=)

♥its going on 12:59:00 PM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

What's your rationale? RW

was supposed to go concert tonight, but cancelled. was supposed to go for celebration tonight, but cancelled. was sad, of course. but means i can sleep longer longer longer!!! =) i sound like a pig. but its my favourite past time. =D eating also.

rented a VCD-dead silence to watch ytd night. but ended up sleeping halfway. =/ finished it today. not tat scary lah. hahax. 6 out of 10 tongues*!!!

work ytd was still ok lah. but a lot of things to rmb n learn. n sometimes if u get an impatient person to teach, u will hope tat it ends faster. =) hahax. like ive said, i shall not let work ruined my mood. =)

met up wif huijun at evening. i rushed home to sleep after work, n just woke up in time to meet her. =D n finally, we decided to take up tog.=D damn happy!!! so looking forward.

wish me luck for sat morning. =) hope they faster call huijun too. shall not reveal anything yet. *pray hard*

as for today. i shall find sth to do. supposed to have a jog in e morning, but i woke up at 11am. =( n its raining now. cant go sentosa, cant go swim, cant go jog. so i shall plan to sleep. =D
nahhhs, i wan go out. i shld stop wasting time to sleep. =D

my hair is so short alrd. cut too many inches le. but, can grow back. so its okiez.=) blazer was my bdae give. =) thanks, vone, jamie n evonica.

*tata.

♥its going on 3:37:00 PM

Monday, October 12, 2009

What's your rationale? tired

omg. im still awake. got to wake up at 0730. hope i wont be late. =(

shall update abt happy things first.=) today finally able to go out wif vin to tampines!!! its been so damn long since he dated me out, or shld i say, its been so damn long since we are able to move our heavy butts out of our house. =D

shopped. =D ate a lot!!! went hong kong kim gary cafe. food was nice. =) n i finally have a top from the box!!! ive always wanted one!!! =D but we went home quite early as tampines is so ultra-duper-super far from my house kayys. and also, we are so damn lazy to cont walking. =)

sat night. =(=(=( fucking bad mood!!! maybe e only happy thing is the lovely delicious drumlets.

beware!!! vulgarities detected!!! my internet dc-ed when i type till halfway!!! now i got to retype!!! so can u feel the angers???!!!

ive an ability to forget unhappiness easily, so some parts ive forgotten. its great to have this ability ritez?=)

my fucking code went on riot. nth is done. n so resulting in there's nth im able to do. damn disappointed and sad. =( so ive no choice but to ask for ppl for their codes. in e end, ive no choice, i used C code. if found out by P, i will be killed kayys. but when u are despo, there will be no fear!!! so my mood is alrd dampened.

but wat agitated me is tat when i accumulated all my fucking suai-ness!!! im just being helpful or i thought it will be easier for u all this way. but i wanna say, it doesnt pay to be kind. or i shld phrase it this way, it pays to be kind!!! *sacarsm*

e fucking extra-brainless-stupid-freak of me went to be so helpful, n thanks ar, instead of thanking me or just shutting up ur bullshiting, im repay in an unpleasant way!!! =) sometimes, i feel like an idiot. thanks for u, for waking me up!!!

so now my retarded brain is woke up. =) from now on, i shall be helpful no more. just like others. =) i rather u scold me or say me things i did wrongly, then for things i did correctly or watsoever. in tat case, im more willing to be scolded, n i will shut up my mouth n give u a smile n apologize.

reality is cruel. so kindness is redundant. =)=)=) although i hate this, but i cant escape reality.

enough of my rantings. i dun wan ppl to read my blog and feel so low. if u, my reader, actually cares. =) of course, i care for all of u. =D

i think i will be dead this coming week. so someone please lighten up my life. =)

*tata.

maybe, there's no one who cares.

♥its going on 12:44:00 AM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

What's your rationale? new haircut

its been monthssssss since i last trim/ cut my hair. n i finally did it due to impulsiveness. =D

but this time i trim off like 3 inches or so. =/

maybe one day, i will have a short hair cut. when i have a sudden urge bahx. but, have to think over carefully as there's no room for regrettion. maybe there is - hair extension. but after all, its not real ritez? enough of my crapping or bull shiting.

*tata.

♥its going on 3:59:00 PM

What's your rationale?

looking forward to every wed. =)

i always wonder, if i were to choose another way at that time,
will we still meet? will we still be fated to know each other?
will everything still be the same?

♥its going on 12:59:00 AM

Thursday, October 8, 2009

What's your rationale?

as ive said. my time table sucks!!! utterly hate it!!! 2 thumbs down!!! haiz. fri lesson was totally a waste of time. 2 hrs lecture some more, early in e morning. do u tink i will be able to listen attentively???!!!

im not a fan of doughnuts!!! u noe wat i mean?! im afraid tat tax will be short of lecturer again, im simply against doughnut n tea (insiders*). like wat vone says, ya , i wan COFFEE!!! lolz. -_-

next week will be e last week of holidays. sad-ded. dun u tink its not enough?! i wan more holidays, ya, more!!! as for today, its a waste of time.=( i shant rant abt it anymore. after so much of mood spoiler today.

but im quite contented of this holiday is tat i get to meet up n contact back wif my ultra-long-nev-contact-frens. like hj, kl and mh. shall keep in contact more n more n more. =D

meeting wif hj will become a weekly routine!!! Hi 5!!! hope can still keep to it after sch reopens.=)

i was supposed to have a long lists of thing to blog. but now, im like speechless or clueless or watever u may name it. shall stop here then.

P.S: ive bought MRT concession, so if date me out, please take MRT wif me. =)=)=) if not, we shall walk. ^^

*tata.

♥its going on 7:01:00 PM

What's your rationale?

(click on time table to zoom)
my time table is up!!! screw it!!! lousy planner. =(

♥its going on 6:49:00 PM

Saturday, October 3, 2009

What's your rationale?

im down with fever. -_- hate e feeling of being sick. furthermore, plans are cancelled as i dun have e energy to go out. =(=(=( boo!!!

but im feeling better today!!!=)

but still, my brain cells are mal-functioning. thus resulting in my inability to generate words for blogging. hahax.

went out wif huijun on tue. enjoyed. looking forward to next outing!!! date me out, babe!!! =D

see e blouse im wearing in e photo on top???!!! it has uneven red dyes now!!! damn sad, coz my mum accidentally washed it with her red blouse!!! =( super sad, but its ok. ive ordered an identical one!!! =) looking forward to its arrival!!! although ill be like wasting money.

*tata.

♥its going on 1:31:00 PM