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The name is HuiLian. Some call me Li'ann. I'm in love with Myself. Im living the way i like, and im just a girl-next-door that you will never notice of. I'm a fan of Doraemon because i simply think he rocks my socks. I always feel that wonderful things are felt in the heart, and i love to smile.=) Sleep and eat are my two best friends,and im a veggie lover.

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Sunday, November 7, 2010
What's your rationale? my last post about the past
i hope this is the last post i have about my past. maybe im gonna change my blog link or close down this blog. coz it has too much memories about the past, and too many people in my past know it.

looking through ur facebook, knowing how u are doing is actually not a good thing. hahax. but im just simply too busybody? its glad to know that u are doing very very well. having lots of fun with ur frens, and back to ur old life. =) getting contact with ur secondary sch frens, hanging out wif them. going nightsafari, etc, with them. im happy for u. (i hope.=X)

i noe im not in any position to say anything. hahax. nightsafari is a place i wanted to go since donkey years ago. now, i have no chance to go wif u, i dun think i have any more motivation to go. some places are meant to be visited wif specific people. becoz u will noe who will u have fun with if u go wif that particular person. hahax. i tink im just bullshiting.

i used to think there's still a hope, but come to think of it. not looking back is probably e best thing to do in life. hahax. in the past, i have nev see u so happy wif ur frens before. i noe hanging out with them is wat u always wanted. now, having noe ur busy lifestyle, i noe tat u are happy. n im contented. its enough. =D

i noe u are doing well out there, hahax. im not. but from this day forward, i shall learn to enjoy life. wanna kick emo-ness out of my world!!! =) live everyday to the fullest so that i wont have any regrets.

words i wanna let u noe: i will not forget wat i promised u. i will work hard to be out of it. then i can finally follow wat my heart wanted. but now, given e kind of life u have now, i no longer have any courage to pursue wat i wanted. if tat day really comes that i can follow wat my heart really wan, i will do it, but it may not be e kind of win-win situation tat we hoped. maybe moving on is better for u. i noe u may not understand wat im saying, but tats ok as i dun wan to say e obvious.

just let nature take its course. im sure u will be happier. =) enjoy ur life now, and i wish u all the best. =D

i will be strong i promise. =)

*tata.
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